~ Pein ~
instrumental
Voc 1
Verse 1 (00:32)
Why fake this long lost pride
Stone broken is my shell
So take what’s left inside
Just let me say farewell
Why flee this rotten feeling
Lost in you
Where I need no healing
Verse 2 (01:26)
In the moments I‘m nothing again
Grasping the hate of love
To feel that there is still something
Your contempt isn’t enough
The craving to swallow your waste
Insults are your compliments
A sign that I am so graced
To you I raise my hands
Bridge (01:47)
Day by day
I fight the fight
Against suicide
Chorus (01:58)
Deep screaming voices implore ache to live
Again this void weeps for hurt
Beautiful eyes evoke more self to give
Through my veins flows the dirt
Verse (02:20)
Have I told the lucky men
When my window is open
Look down to betterment
A reason to breathe again
Chorus 2 (02:47)
See
The inner me resigned to all my blame
But I know how to accept the pain
And ease
The inner plea for a peaceful life
My confession
I need this strife
Outro (03:22)
I found this long lost pride
Enjoy this home in hell
Just memorize my selfish fight
For you I still feel well